Computer lock up that is. Have you ever had brain freeze? I'm not sure but I think thats what I have had for the last month. There is just not anything coming out and not much going in. How terrible is that? Any body got any experiece with such a thing?

Have you ever thought....if I could just drop all these fears and just go for it how much easier things might be for me? And have you been one to let all those "boogie men" slow you down? Do you have a tendancy to take things personal? If you are any of these, or all of these, you might be a similar personality. Much of my life I have been my worst enemy. Looking back, many times in my life if I had just dropped those chains of doubt, I surely would have fewer gray hairs on my head. And at times I do try my best to just "turn it over to the one that could better handle it than I." But I have because of past performance have a tendancy to turn it over and then take it back. Rather than just giving it to him and go on and do something that I can handle. I'm sure that God thinks that I am very "wishy washy." Sorry about that. I do try but often times I just do what humans do....fail! Oh well, I am most grateful for what little courage I do have, and I keep promising to do better...one day at a time. Ya'll have a mighty fine holiday weekend and God Bless.